I WANT YOU TO KNOW how safe and secure you are in My Presence. That is a fact, totally independent of your feelings You are on your way to heaven: nothing can prevent you from reaching that destination. There you will see Me face to Face, and your Joy will be off the charts by any earthly standards. Even now, you are never separated from Me, though you must see Me through eyes of faith. I will walk with you till the end of time, and onward into eternity.
Although My Presence is a guaranteed promise, that does not necessarily change your feelings. When you forget I am with you , you may experience loneliness or fear. It is through awareness of My Presence that Peace displaces negative feelings. Practice the discipline of walking consciously with Me through each day.
1 Corinthians 13:12 12 For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to Face; now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known
Psalm 29:11 11 The Lord will give strength to His people;
The Lord will bless His people with peace.
Lord You Rain On Us Your Glory 
Very edifying. Thank you.